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I've been feeling utterly angsty & shitty these past few days. I have so much emotion in me (HAHAHA emo, emo. Not funny). Hurr I fucking regret staying in IJ after Term1. (Sometimes I love it, sometimes I hate it but now its all hate & regret). I fucking screwed things up but it's kinda too late to change any of that now. & I'm not sure if I wanna change things anyway. I like life just the way it is, but I often find myself changing the circumstances in my mind. Ugh. This
stinks.
& to YOU, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.I miss. Don't ask who or what cause I myself don't know the answer.
I just miss.I know this is lame, blogging out of the blue, & being so angsty too. But heck. Goodbye.
I think, you're fine.23:25
